Boring nites

Actually, i've already lost count to how many boring nights I have. Seriously, I have like tons of things to do but somehow during the night, there's just no motivation to do anything. I always feel damn tired in the night especially after school ends at 8. The drive home was like using my last bit of energy, focusing on the roads, blasting my music just to keep me awake. Now I have to clean up my toilet coz somehow my bro's dog is still sharing the toilet with me, despite the fact that he's in the army already and won't be back until 3 wks later. Zzz. The thought of cleaning the toilet up every other day juz somehow bothers me. I'm tired and i don't want to clean the toilet up when I get home, I just wanna chill, talk to some people and hopefully get some things done. Exams are in 10 days. Hardly I know what I'm supposed to know. The worse you can get is you don't know what you don't know. Which reminds me, I always get fked by my air force instructors last time coz I don't know what I don't know and I don't know enought what I'm supposed to know. Lol. This is bad, I better do something now man.

Today I had a talk with yeilem on msn, its been quite some time since I had a long chat with her. LOL. She helped me analyse some stuff. Don't know if I did gain any new insights but I know if one day I did confess to a gal like her, I'll definitely get a slap instead. LOL. Wrong techniques ya. Sometimes you just gotta get some opinions from gals but gals too do differ in personality and stuff, nothing's fixed, everything's hard to say. Something that works on one might not work on the other. Humans are indeed complicated creatures. That's it, I'm losing to my bro already, haha. Can I just go study now?