The Dream

My Germany dream has ended, I have to admit it. Now its more like.... i'm lying on the bed, refusing to wake up, hoping to go back to sleep and continue the dream. But its just so hard... I lie on the bed... and just cant go back to sleep again, the dream will never continue the way I left off.
I have to wake up now, start a new day and leave my dream behind. Some say we might have the same dream again but this dream I had, will never occur again. It will nevertheless always stay as memories.
Even as now as I try to find the feeling that I had before, it never will be the same again.
This shall mark the end of my yet still living, dreamy overseas life. It was something that I will not find again in the future and this is what makes it so beautiful and it shall stay that way...

3rd day back in SG

I went to Ikea today, a little disappointed that I couldn't find my pillow that I left back in Germany.
Then I went down to cold storage, well.. some items I just couldn't find... Everything's just so different. Guess I need more time to get used to the life back in Sg again...

Back from Germany

On the way back from Germany, on the flight out of stuttgart to London, I cried. I can't believe it myself but yes I did. Its just so sudden, everything's going to change again in my life. Going back to a place so familiar yet so foreign. My heart ached, it hurt; a sudden wave of sadness. I'm not going to see my room, Stuttgart and the beautiful weather again, not at least in the new future. Feels like I lost a part of me. Went to the Long Beach Restaurant to eat after I touched down, didn't have a good appetite, the food tastes normal to me.... weird that I don't have any cravings. Its strange listening to singaporean english all around me again. On the way home, all I can say is.. it doesn't really feel like home.
My room felt weird... so was my toilet... seeing my shower foam that wasn't touched since the day I left. I'll continue this if I have the mood to write more...