Back from Germany

On the way back from Germany, on the flight out of stuttgart to London, I cried. I can't believe it myself but yes I did. Its just so sudden, everything's going to change again in my life. Going back to a place so familiar yet so foreign. My heart ached, it hurt; a sudden wave of sadness. I'm not going to see my room, Stuttgart and the beautiful weather again, not at least in the new future. Feels like I lost a part of me. Went to the Long Beach Restaurant to eat after I touched down, didn't have a good appetite, the food tastes normal to me.... weird that I don't have any cravings. Its strange listening to singaporean english all around me again. On the way home, all I can say is.. it doesn't really feel like home.
My room felt weird... so was my toilet... seeing my shower foam that wasn't touched since the day I left. I'll continue this if I have the mood to write more...