Hilfe! Mein Deutsch geht schlechter!

Heute hab ich mit meinen Kollegen getroffen und ja... hab ich realiziert, dass mein Deutsch schlechter ist. Sie haben so viel Deutsch geredet und ich kann nur einige mal mit ihnen etwas sprechen. Sabine hat das gemerkt, dass ich nicht so viel reden kann. Aber es war schön, wenn wir zusammen treffen können. Die letzte mal bevor ich zurück fahren, vielleicht, aber nicht sicher. Sie sind nette Leute und ich bin glücklich, dass ich sie kennen. Jetzt hab ich ebenso schwerigkeit etwas hier zu schreiben, argh.

Ted

Damn... I definitely AM Ted Mosby, so gonna end up like him.

Through the eyes of a child

Sweet innocent child, with your open eyes,
you´ve seen us foul,
we really are
And I know that we will be tomorrow to their
how can held this glory day?
And I wish that this world will embrace you from magic stars and mystery.
My open heart...

Why did we make it so hard, this life is so complicated
until we see it through the eyes of a child.
Why did we make it so hard, this life is so complicated
until we see it through the eyes of a child.

I know you, I´ve seen your face before you brought me to this open door afraid to walk through
Please take my hand
And I know that they'll be tomorrow to their
how can held this glory day?
And I wish that this world will embrace you from magic stars and mystery.
My open heart...


Why did we make it so hard, this life is so complicated
until we see it through the eyes of a child.
Why did we make it so hard, this life is so complicated
until we see it through the eyes of a child.

Life is complicated, its unavoidable, inevitable... i'm tired...

Confusion

There are always so many unanswered questions that we have to continue guessing the answers ourselves.
Sometimes I just wish I could read minds...

Back from Italy

Things will never be the same again. Well... overall it was a gd trip i guess. R/s are definitely improving but well...then again I have no idea how long it will last; it was once damaged but...

I do have to thank Marcela and her sister for making this a fun trip otherwise I guess it will turn out... not so good I guess. With the people personality combination of this trip, its well... you know it... .

There are particularly 2 of them which I would like to talk about. In a group mechanics of a conversation, I believe there is a level of communication where everyone (or most people) is comfortable with. However, I observed that these 2, one likes to bring the level up and the other likes to put other people down. It is as simple as changing the tone of one's voice or just by selection of words, using questions or by statements, that changes the level of conversation. Both are equally irritating (personal opinion). I suppose its a question of either self or people awareness or simply just EQ.

My conclusions of him are both negative.

Wkend 24.05.09

I haven't blogged in a while.
Well... I kinda thought that this wkend would be a quiet one but it turned out to be not so quiet after all. I did wanted to take some time off by myself, mugging and well.. spend some alone time, lol, (reminiscing the days when I was alone). Most of my wkends were either spent travelling or well going somewhere else out of my room. Frankly speaking, I think I lost quite some socialising skills after being alone for 8 mths. (For the memory, I was in Prague, Vienna and Bratislava within the last 3 weeks).
Its pretty tiring socialising with people, I can't even think of much to say even for superficial interaction, then again I would think others will feel weird if there weren't any conversation going on when people are together. Everyday we ask the same thing, we see each other almost every other day and we ask almost every other day, 'how are you', 'hows your lessons'. Seriously, its getting redundant. Then again if you don't ask, relations get cold. We are all trying to maintain that slight warmth between each other. It just gets tiring doing the same thing over and over again. Oh well, pointless discussion, I'm not sure what I'm getting at.
Anyway, Zic told me something today, kinda weird though coz we chatted over WOW, seriously, we weren't even using msn; he was instanc-ing and I was questing and I died coz I was typing to him. It was really funny though coz I was busy with what I was doing and had problems understanding what he was saying. Then again, I think he xplained things pretty badly coz he was instanc-ing, lol no offence. I'm not sure if I should feel happy about what he told me. He was actually using inference to get to his conclusion. Eh, Zic ah, I'm sure there are more people that you n suet chien know in common right? Is it really just me? Paiseh, I just think that its kinda too good to be true.

I have no idea what I just wrote

Mistake

There are certain things in life where u know its a mistake but you dont really know its a mistake coz the only way to really know its a mistake, is to make the mistake then look back and say 'yea thats a mistake'. So realli, the bigger mistake would be not to make the mistake otherwise u go thru your whole life not really knowing if that was a mistake or not.

Then again, some mistakes are not meant to be made.

2 Months in uni stuttgart

And so it seems that I have nothing interesting to blog about since I came here 2 months ago on the 1st of march. There are quite a few complicated issues here but somehow I haven't got an issue of my own yet.

No feel to write anything more.
Perhaps spending too much time alone really makes a person feel less?