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Nelly Furtado - Más Lyrics

Nelly Furtado - Más

Creo que esta vez
Va ser como la otra vez
Tu ya olvidaste todo lo que paso ayer
Quiero que esta vez no sea igual que ayer
Vivo pensando en lo que quiero decirte
Solo quiero la verdad,
de tu boca y de las ciertas cosas que te pido
Yo quiero pedir más
De tu corazón más
De tu emoción más
Y de tu cuerpo más, yo te daré lo que me das
De tu hablas más, deja todo atrás mi amor de ti yo quiero más, más, más.

Pierdes tu tiempo, día tras día
Sin apreciar el amor que te ofrecía
No quiero perder más
Todo mi tiempo, a lado de alguien que no quiere entenderlo
Solo quiero la verdad, de tu boca y de las ciertas cosas que te pido
Yo quiero pedir más, de tu corazón más
De tu emoción más, y de tu cuerpo mas
Yo te daré lo que me das, de tu hablas más
Deja todo atrás mi amor, de ti yo quiero más, más, más.

No quiero estar a tu espera
No quiero estar a tu esperacion
Pero siempre a tu espera mi amor
No quiero estar a tu espera
No quiero estar a tu esperacion
Pero siempre a tu espera mi amor

Más..
De tu corazón más, de tu emoción más
Y de tu cuerpo más, yo te daré lo que me das
De tu hablas más, deja todo atrás
Quiero amor en total sí en final
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Más..
De tu corazón más, de tu emoción más
Y de tu cuerpo más, yo te daré lo que me das
De tu hablas más, deja todo atrás mi amor
De ti yo quiero más, más, más

Quiero amor en total(no quiero estar a tu espera x2)
Sin ti más(no quiero estar a tu espera..mi amor)
Quiero amor en total(no quiero estar a tu espera x3..mi amor)
Quiero más, más, más(no quiero estar a tu espera x2)
Damelo más de ti amor(no quiero estar a tu espera..mi amor)
Quiero más de ti amor(no quiero estar a tu espera x3.mi amor)
No quiero estar a tu espera amor(no quiero estar a tu espera x2)
No quiero estar siempre a tu espera amor(no quiero estar a tu espera..mi amor)
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeaah yeah yeah yeah yeah(no quiero estar a tu espera x3..mi amor
Más, más, más

Current song favorites

Alors on danse - Stromae

Alors on d... (X3)

Qui dit étude dit travail,
Qui dit taf te dit les thunes,
Qui dit argent dit dépenses,
Qui dit crédit dit créance,
Qui dit dette te dit huissier,
Oui dit assis dans la merde.
Qui dit Amour dit les gosses,
Dit toujours et dit divorce.
Qui dit proches te dis deuils car les problèmes ne viennent pas seul.
Qui dit crise te dis monde dit famine dit tiers- monde.
Qui dit fatigue dit réveille encore sourd de la veille,
Alors on sort pour oublier tous les problèmes.
Alors on danse... (X9)
Et la tu t'dis que c'est fini car pire que ça ce serait la mort.
Qu'en tu crois enfin que tu t'en sors quand y en a plus et ben y en a encore!
Ecstasy dis problème les problèmes ou bien la musique.
Ca t'prends les trips ca te prends la tête et puis tu prie pour que ça s'arrête.
Mais c'est ton corps c'est pas le ciel alors tu t'bouche plus les oreilles.
Et là tu cries encore plus fort et ca persiste...
Alors on chante
Lalalalalala, Lalalalalala,
Alors on chante
Lalalalalala, Lalalalalala

Alors on chante (x2)
Et puis seulement quand c'est fini, alors on danse.
Alors on danse (x7)
Et ben y en a encore (X5)


Manos al Aire - Nelly Furtado

Tú, que pierdes el control
hablando en alta voz
Hieres mi corazón
Yo, tratando de escuchar
No me puedo explicar
Qué extraña sensación.

Tú no me quieres entender
Y me mandas a callar diciéndome
No me debo sorprender
Porque así es la realidad
De nuestro amor

Y yo
No tengo armas para enfrentarte
Pongo mis manos, manos al aire
Sólo me importa amarte
En cuerpo y alma como era ayer

Tú que perdiste el control
Te dejaste llevar
Por la inseguridad
Yo que te he visto crecer
Me puedo imaginar
Que todo cambiará

Hoy aunque todo siga igual
Y me mandes a callar diciéndome
Que tienes que dominar
O será el final
Y yo no puedo así

Y yo
No tengo armas para enfrentarte
Pongo mis manos, manos al aire
Sólo me importa amarte
En cuerpo y alma como era ayer

PASSION

In search of it...

Feelings

ARE YOU SUFFERING FROM FEELINGS?

What Are Feelings?

Feelings are a tender emotional state that develop when a male becomes fixated on a single female to the exclusion of others. Even others with bigger boobs.

Early Warning Signs

When you’re around one particular chick, you experience:

•Pounding Heart
•Dry Mouth
•Nausea
•Inability to speak
•Sweating
•Desire to say flattering things

If undiagnosed, these warning signs can quickly develop into the full blown disease…

Symptoms

•Warm fluttery feelings in stomach
•Lightheadedness
•An unexplained urge to watch Love Actually
•Sudden increase in cuddling occurrences
•Brunch cravings
•Explosive monogamy
•Happiness
•Failure to notice other hot women
•Crosswording

Transmission

Though correlation remains scientifically inconclusive, studies indicate “hand holding” may play a role in spreading Feelings from one person to another.

Treatment

At this time the only treatment for Feelings is a multi-week course in Other Women. If symptoms persist, repeat course at a higher dosage. NOTE: This treatment can result in harmful side-effects such as rash, infection, and in some cases, pregnancy.

paid for by the Barney Stinson Foundation

“Together we can end Feelings”

Excerpt from Barney's blog

Cafe in Singapore

You can't sit in a cafe for 2 hours in singapore and order just 1 drink, do some readings and not think that the staff are lookin at you, thinking that 'what is this guy doing here for 2 hrs with just 1 cup of drink', especially when it approaches meal times...

......

I fucked up...

The Dream

My Germany dream has ended, I have to admit it. Now its more like.... i'm lying on the bed, refusing to wake up, hoping to go back to sleep and continue the dream. But its just so hard... I lie on the bed... and just cant go back to sleep again, the dream will never continue the way I left off.
I have to wake up now, start a new day and leave my dream behind. Some say we might have the same dream again but this dream I had, will never occur again. It will nevertheless always stay as memories.
Even as now as I try to find the feeling that I had before, it never will be the same again.
This shall mark the end of my yet still living, dreamy overseas life. It was something that I will not find again in the future and this is what makes it so beautiful and it shall stay that way...

3rd day back in SG

I went to Ikea today, a little disappointed that I couldn't find my pillow that I left back in Germany.
Then I went down to cold storage, well.. some items I just couldn't find... Everything's just so different. Guess I need more time to get used to the life back in Sg again...

Back from Germany

On the way back from Germany, on the flight out of stuttgart to London, I cried. I can't believe it myself but yes I did. Its just so sudden, everything's going to change again in my life. Going back to a place so familiar yet so foreign. My heart ached, it hurt; a sudden wave of sadness. I'm not going to see my room, Stuttgart and the beautiful weather again, not at least in the new future. Feels like I lost a part of me. Went to the Long Beach Restaurant to eat after I touched down, didn't have a good appetite, the food tastes normal to me.... weird that I don't have any cravings. Its strange listening to singaporean english all around me again. On the way home, all I can say is.. it doesn't really feel like home.
My room felt weird... so was my toilet... seeing my shower foam that wasn't touched since the day I left. I'll continue this if I have the mood to write more...

Hilfe! Mein Deutsch geht schlechter!

Heute hab ich mit meinen Kollegen getroffen und ja... hab ich realiziert, dass mein Deutsch schlechter ist. Sie haben so viel Deutsch geredet und ich kann nur einige mal mit ihnen etwas sprechen. Sabine hat das gemerkt, dass ich nicht so viel reden kann. Aber es war schön, wenn wir zusammen treffen können. Die letzte mal bevor ich zurück fahren, vielleicht, aber nicht sicher. Sie sind nette Leute und ich bin glücklich, dass ich sie kennen. Jetzt hab ich ebenso schwerigkeit etwas hier zu schreiben, argh.

Untitled

I can't believe I had the same dream twice in a row last night.

New holiday for myself

I have officially added "Desperation Day" to my calendar as my personal holidy. This happens to fall on February 13th.

Ted

Damn... I definitely AM Ted Mosby, so gonna end up like him.

Through the eyes of a child

Sweet innocent child, with your open eyes,
you´ve seen us foul,
we really are
And I know that we will be tomorrow to their
how can held this glory day?
And I wish that this world will embrace you from magic stars and mystery.
My open heart...

Why did we make it so hard, this life is so complicated
until we see it through the eyes of a child.
Why did we make it so hard, this life is so complicated
until we see it through the eyes of a child.

I know you, I´ve seen your face before you brought me to this open door afraid to walk through
Please take my hand
And I know that they'll be tomorrow to their
how can held this glory day?
And I wish that this world will embrace you from magic stars and mystery.
My open heart...


Why did we make it so hard, this life is so complicated
until we see it through the eyes of a child.
Why did we make it so hard, this life is so complicated
until we see it through the eyes of a child.

Life is complicated, its unavoidable, inevitable... i'm tired...

Confusion

There are always so many unanswered questions that we have to continue guessing the answers ourselves.
Sometimes I just wish I could read minds...

Back from Italy

Things will never be the same again. Well... overall it was a gd trip i guess. R/s are definitely improving but well...then again I have no idea how long it will last; it was once damaged but...

I do have to thank Marcela and her sister for making this a fun trip otherwise I guess it will turn out... not so good I guess. With the people personality combination of this trip, its well... you know it... .

There are particularly 2 of them which I would like to talk about. In a group mechanics of a conversation, I believe there is a level of communication where everyone (or most people) is comfortable with. However, I observed that these 2, one likes to bring the level up and the other likes to put other people down. It is as simple as changing the tone of one's voice or just by selection of words, using questions or by statements, that changes the level of conversation. Both are equally irritating (personal opinion). I suppose its a question of either self or people awareness or simply just EQ.

My conclusions of him are both negative.

Wkend 24.05.09

I haven't blogged in a while.
Well... I kinda thought that this wkend would be a quiet one but it turned out to be not so quiet after all. I did wanted to take some time off by myself, mugging and well.. spend some alone time, lol, (reminiscing the days when I was alone). Most of my wkends were either spent travelling or well going somewhere else out of my room. Frankly speaking, I think I lost quite some socialising skills after being alone for 8 mths. (For the memory, I was in Prague, Vienna and Bratislava within the last 3 weeks).
Its pretty tiring socialising with people, I can't even think of much to say even for superficial interaction, then again I would think others will feel weird if there weren't any conversation going on when people are together. Everyday we ask the same thing, we see each other almost every other day and we ask almost every other day, 'how are you', 'hows your lessons'. Seriously, its getting redundant. Then again if you don't ask, relations get cold. We are all trying to maintain that slight warmth between each other. It just gets tiring doing the same thing over and over again. Oh well, pointless discussion, I'm not sure what I'm getting at.
Anyway, Zic told me something today, kinda weird though coz we chatted over WOW, seriously, we weren't even using msn; he was instanc-ing and I was questing and I died coz I was typing to him. It was really funny though coz I was busy with what I was doing and had problems understanding what he was saying. Then again, I think he xplained things pretty badly coz he was instanc-ing, lol no offence. I'm not sure if I should feel happy about what he told me. He was actually using inference to get to his conclusion. Eh, Zic ah, I'm sure there are more people that you n suet chien know in common right? Is it really just me? Paiseh, I just think that its kinda too good to be true.

I have no idea what I just wrote

Mistake

There are certain things in life where u know its a mistake but you dont really know its a mistake coz the only way to really know its a mistake, is to make the mistake then look back and say 'yea thats a mistake'. So realli, the bigger mistake would be not to make the mistake otherwise u go thru your whole life not really knowing if that was a mistake or not.

Then again, some mistakes are not meant to be made.

2 Months in uni stuttgart

And so it seems that I have nothing interesting to blog about since I came here 2 months ago on the 1st of march. There are quite a few complicated issues here but somehow I haven't got an issue of my own yet.

No feel to write anything more.
Perhaps spending too much time alone really makes a person feel less?

End of Internship

Today marks the end of my internship (although it officially ends on the last day of April). Oh, there was a small farewell party with cakes and stuff but sadly I couldn't stay for it coz I had to go down to Uni Stuttgart to collect some stuff, my colleagues are really nice people. Anyway it really feels kinda different from the normal working days. Somehow everything feels more... well.. i might say peaceful, nothing to worry about... dont really know how to describe it... its just different. Perhaps its just leaving the place, while on the bus, I think I will really miss the bus ride when I looked at the scenery outside. It is really nice, with the broad landscape and well.. its pretty scenic, bus ride which goes thru a small town. I think I will miss the quietness of that place.
When I went to Uni Stuttgart (Vaihingen) today, somehow I just feel that there is something different. The people are different, atmosphere and landscape, like I'm in another world. Somehow I feel more at home in the small town I'm living in currently but unfortunately I have to move to the hostel near Uni Stuttgart.
I will miss Ludwigsburg and its surrounding areas. Never really liked cities ya noe.

Thoughts

Snow, as beautiful as they are, are always accompanied by dark skies.
Should we be happy coz its snowing? or depressed coz the skies are gloomy?

About DOTA

As most people will know, DOTA is a warcraft 3 game where tons of people are playing every moment, including myself.
Zic once said that playing DOTA is wasting our lifes hence he quit playing that a long time ago. However for some of us, we still continue playing... for me its more like playing with my frens in sg, something like a get together session.
There are also time when I do play by myself, like J wong does.

I cannot help it but write about the people who plays it. Actually from the game itself, while playing it, you can see all kinds of people. Most of the time it just shows you how ugly people can get. The dark side of people that they normally dont. Especially in team work. Everyone has a nice face, looks like they are accomodating you while doing something together face to face, but behind that mask of theirs, you never know what they think.
In DOTA, you get to see what is BEHIND that mask of theirs. What they are actually doing in a team work thingy. They express their thoughts openly, vulgarities and stuff, curses your whole family, expressing their dissent in ALL KINDS Of WAYS possible in game; and some keep the negative thoughts to themselves and accept that others are like that. This is coz we dont get to see the face behind that player's name. Btw I do it mostly the 2nd way. I'm a nice guy ^^.

There are selfish people, who only thinks about farming items for themselves, doesn't care if the team dies or not, in another words try to get the most credit by getting the 'MOST' kills - says others are noobs if they keep dying - thats coz you arn't helping.

There are also people who are indian chiefs, they are very obvious, you must play their playstyle, different heroes must have this certain playstyle, get this certain item, otherwise you don't know what you are doing = noob. By the way, i hate this kind of people most. They arn't accomodating and also they are not really newbie tolerant. I mean everyone has to start somewhere, why not give others a chance to learn.

Next comes the one who can only win, in the context of the game - can kill others but cannot be killed -> otherwise leave game. There are real sore losers. Typical human behaviour that we can really observe, they spoil the whole thing. It like doing a project in a group, the guy just doesn't get it, gives up n throws the rest of the shit to the group.

I cant really think any more behaviours right now, a little shag, but definitely you can see alot more types of people while playing the game.
Most people, especially not playing with friends, only think about themselves, THIS IS HUMAN NATURE. yea its a cruel fact of life. I cannot deny that I'm not, I am a human myself.
It hard to get any teamwork going on a normal game with others. Its hard to find those who can see the end goal of the game than short term rewards like kills.
Then again, if you always think about someone else before you do something, it might be a nice thing to do but does the other person consider you before doing something as well? Who cares about you if you have nothing to their advantage?
It constantly reminds me of the dark side of human nature. People in the society, working next to you or whoever can be that fake. You just do not see it in real life.

One fine day, humans will kill themselves to the brink of extinction but its definitely wouldn't happen in the near future.

Oh yea, if anyone can think of anymore examples, feel free to drop a comment, i'll add them.

P.S. I guess I have too much time spent on thinking. lol

My complaint about NUS

Although I have no criticism of NUS's hastily mounted campaigns, I have a few observations and comments to share. Before I launch into my main topic, I want to make a few matters crystal-clear: (1) People should soothe each other's pain, not exploit it, and (2) as a result of that, NUS holds itself to low standards. Now that you know where I stand on those issues, I can safely say that NUS says that the world is crying out to labor beneath its firm but benevolent heel. What it means by this, of course, is that it wants free reign to reward those who knowingly or unknowingly play along with its animadversions while punishing those who oppose them. Nothing appears more plausible at first sight, nor more ill-founded and violent upon closer inspection, than NUS's disquisitions, so to speak.

In the past, it was perfectly clear to everyone with insight and without malice that it is a grave injustice for NUS to subvert existing lines of power and information. Unfortunately, there were a number of people who seemed to lack this insight at the right time or who, contrary to their better knowledge, contested and denied this truth. At this point in the letter, I'd like to categorize for you some of NUS's epigrams. Unfortunately, they're far too stinking and subversive to fit neatly into any single, overarching framework, so the best I can do is to convey the message that if we let NUS reduce human beings and many other living organisms to engineered products and mere cogs in the social machine, then greed, corruption, and fascism will characterize the government. Oppressive measures will be directed against citizens. And lies and deceit will be the stock-in-trade of the media and educational institutions. You've never heard NUS announce that it plans to capitalize on our needs and vulnerabilities? Well, NUS has repeatedly enunciated such a plan but in its typically convoluted way.

I'm sorry if I've gotten a little off track here, but I want to thank NUS for its apothegms. They give me an excellent opportunity to illustrate just how venom-spouting NUS can be. I don't just want to make a point. I don't just want to refute NUS's arguments line by line and claim by claim. I'm here to give an alternate solution, a better one. I don't just ask rhetorical questions; I have answers. That's why I'm telling you that we are at a crossroads. One road leads into the light of a bright, shining future in which footling morons like NUS are utterly absent. The other road leads into the darkness of elitism. The question, therefore, is: Who's driving the bus? To rephrase that question, what exactly is the principle that rationalizes NUS's immature roorbacks? The answer is not obvious because it would be wrong to imply that NUS is involved in some kind of conspiracy to panic irrationally and overreact completely. It would be wrong because its modes of thought are far beyond the conspiracy stage. Not only that, but it thinks that it can make me crawl under a rock and die if it can fleece us. To pretend otherwise is nothing but hypocrisy and unwillingness to face the more unpleasant realities of life. In conclusion, let me just say that nothing offends NUS more than the truth.

Courtesy of http://www.pakin.org/complaint from Mr. Zhongxian Chen

New year at Salzburg

All I can say is, its a damn beautiful place. Great scenery, not touristy and not very heavily populated. If you wanna spend your honeymoon here, its highly recommended by me. =P. Then again, the hotels are rather expensive. 100+ euros for 1 nite for 2 person during new year season though. Oh yea for pics please refer to my facebook, I cant be bothered to upload pics for 2 sites, its rather troublesome, lol.

Oh anyway me and zic tried to be adventurous and booked accomodations for the first night. Then we found this rather cheap and cool hostel to stay at; and decided to stay here for the 2nd night and hotel for the 3rd night. Hence after getting a place for the 2nd nite we went back to the tourist info center and asked them to book a hotel for us only for the 3rd nite; oh yea.. never ever book hotels for 1 night only, most would be rather expensive or will require a minimum of 2 nights. Yea, we only ended up with an option which was 500 euros for the last nite, LOL. Then we went back to the hostel, luckily we managed to get ourselves the same place for the last night.


Concerts in salzburg were pretty good, considering that they are the city of music you know. Had a damn high class dinner at the castle on top of the hill - Hohensalzburg. The ticket consists of the cog ride up, dinner + concert for 33 euros(students only), rather affordable. Night scenery was gorgeous, a pity that it was ZIC who was with me, damn anti climax - 2 guys... zzz, lol.

New year's eve night they had this concert and zic finally had balls to drink alcohol(gluehwein) that nite coz he was freezing lol. It was a rather normal celebrations by europeans I guess, concerts + tents selling food and drinks, fireworks at night with the chime of the bells of the Dom.
It was this night that was particularly amusing. At 330 am while me and zic were fast asleep, some germans came in and woke both of us up, lol. They keep saying 'aegnom' ( I cant find the exact spelling of it but it sounds like this, its supposed to be a bayerish dialect, not sure). This means sleeping/asleep. Abit high on alcohol but well.. no threat, just some frenly disturbance, haha. Zic didn't take it too well... he could not get back to sleep but woke up at 4 am took out his laptop and worked in the lounge. lol, HE woke me up at 730 am; I was DAMN SURPRISED. OMG ZIC WOKE ME up, yea... he couldn't get to sleep thats why, lol. He was a little pissed with the germans though but I found them to be a fun bunch of people, haha.

Anyway half the time in salzburg was spent chilling around especially in the lounge of the youth hostel, pretty nice - www.jfgh.at
Its very near the city center also, around 10 mins walk.

Conclusion - You guys should visit there if there's chance.